Pain since I’ve lost you I’m lost to
There’s an image inside my head I can never think of you the same because I saw red. I wish that I could have been there to save you, my eyes have become so dry I just haven’t been able to cry or take it all in but you being killed did me in, people are cruel and I know that now but what happens next year when Peter cottontail doesn’t come to town? They took you away on Easter night thought that cop call was a lie. I miss you and your fishing poles, time flies by when you’re getting old, but I don’t wanna do that, not without you, but they took you away for something you didn’t do. My heart breaks more everyday, I wish somehow I could make it go away, nothings the same but I still smile nobody understands how bad I’m in denial. I’ll keep pretending even though sometimes I fail, it’s like I’m in jail it’s something I can’t bail. Instead of going out with all my friends I lay in bed and think of you instead I know you don’t want me this sad but how can I be happy with pain this bad? Nobody will get it, I won’t ever try but I’ll sit here and still write my alibi.
